after i wrote the words
i went out. as i do. to the Goats. i go around. saying their names, kind of singing. i don't have pics of that because it's just me and Them.
tonight, i sing/say Celia's name and she stops. she Allows. and i scratch her. Fully. BIG NIGHT.
BIG NIGHT for Celia. she is forgiving me. for taking her Away from her mother when i was milking.
Forgiving me. she allows scratching. Everywhere. She stands. allowing.
and i try with Karma. with Just Going, with Arctica. no. they don't. for their reasons. so...ok.
but i go out and Try. and i am full of Goat Stuff. Their Ways....that i don't fully understand.