and to say i miss being on the blog....the Connection. I don't know how it will go. Will have to go day by day. But i think that life continues for Life Itself. As Emrie is continuing moment to moment, no matter.
and how it's going is that i keep wanting to tell her things....tell her what i am seeing here, like whisper it.....it began yesterday morning when i noticed that this small volunteer little Whatever, has BLOOMED. It has been growing there up against the trunk of the young cottonwood for 2 years. I have no idea what it is....and suddenly yesterday morning i noticed the blooms as i was feeding the Goats....and i wanted to "tell" her....Look!....Look what's happening! and there was a sense of goodness to this, of a relief from the great sadness which still comes in waves, but this telling feels part of it too. And this morning, sitting out on the log that borders the raised bed i watched a chickadee come to light on the Golden Current bush and flutter twig to twig and again, i thought to tell Emrie.
My brother and his son went in to Albuquerque for the afternoon and it opened a feeling of wanting to at least put some cloth to cloth, looking at that piece that has been hanging, i cut it. Saw this small moon from Deb Lacativa and it works ....then the piece of ivory color....like a flowing. I thought of fireflies and tho i haven't seen them since i left Michigan, i thought that i want to tell her about fireflies. So a magic night firefly cloth for her. And i don't know any further than just today. But wanted to tell You this much, so far. We'll see how it goes.
Thank You All, and Love.....