there was a comment earlier today that the author then asked me to delete.
it was about the fact that i am uneven in comments on other persons blogs. Specifically, i think, that i don't always comment on hers. I may be wrong.
that this was felt as some kind of exclusion. I may be wrong.
I thought all day about it. All day. It was my preoccupation. All day. What was a response to this?, that was honest, and true?
At first, it would be to say I'm Sorry, that's a knee jerk, but that's really not it....because i read her blog, each post. I know her life as she presents it, as well as i know mine. So, I'm Sorry doesn't apply. so WHAT then, does?
i guess not much, really, but that living for me takes a ton of time and energy and i also NEED and LOVE the connection that this blogsphere gives, including her, her pleasures and her challenges. they are a part of my whole.... but that unless i feel some kind of STRONG PULL, i just read. I just read and think...she's just like me. She's just going....with her own particulars, but she's just like me. and in that, there is great comfort and solace. And at the end of any day, when the internet connection allows a brief window for response, i go where the pull feels greatest. Otherwise, I assume that we all will just keep on keeping on, and in that, there is some Faith. FAITH. that we all just keep on keeping on. Me, her, all of Us. No exclusion. US. We keep on.