so. how to go from here.
it feels like there are decisions to make. ?, decisions?, or, maybe agreements. Agreements with Self. Maybe this.
some kind of agreement with Self about how to take In and Experience all that is in the near future....in what Was my country. Even if i think to be here now, it's there....hovering.
for now, i brought the meditation chair swing up from the Doe Goat Forest. Soon, the Rains will come with regularity. Am thinking i won't be so inclined to go down and into that part of the Hill to Sit. So, while i track the movement of Sun, of light and heat, i have hung it just outside on the Morning Tree. This guarantees that for sure, small chunks of time will Happen. 15, 20 minutes and with luck more....to sit. Motionless. Suspended. Breathing. Free of the illusions.