jude is talking this morning about Fade and this sent a jolt of electricity through me..........THE RUG!....OH, THE RUG. where have i BEEN in my mind?????????????? THE RUG.
i put the rug out when, i don't even remember. beginning of summer. i usually put it out into the Albatros for the summer because two wool rugs in the house is HOT. and i have, for the last two years put it in the Sun for a while, trying to fade the RED.
this time, i did that but then forgot it. it's been a very different kind of year here for me. so.....i ran out and EEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
oh...........oh...................look. in spanish, meera. oh, eee.
well, this is enough. i rolled it up and dragged it inside. it is pounds heavier with all the sand from its outing. vacuum vacuum vacuum. more vacuum. one of these days i'll take it to the rug place in Albuquerque and have it cleaned. it's a beautiful rug, is my focus of morning meditation in the winter, the design.
when i got it, a barter thing, it was r e d. red is a color that is strong. i work with my feelings about red. this red rug was very red. but now, look. Meera. oh and oh. a kind of coppery bronze. ohhhhhhhhhh.
Fade.
