it is a time of Rainbow rain. Each evening, lately, a storm. Sometimes great Electrical energy, sometimes, like just now, a soft rain from a single cloud. fast, from nowhere, and leaving a rainbow.
so....That pieces of cloth with things just pinned together has begun talking. there will be a face. there will be How the lizards, the birds have always pulled the Energy forward. I see it now. it has begun.
i was given, as a "going away gift" for Alz B, $2,000. Her son knew that i wanted to fence in the other half of this acre so the goats could go there on a "day trip". maybe not so much for the goats, really, but for sure, for me. I have this sense of Space Needed. This will ease this for me. On Saturday Paul will come and the materials will be delivered for the addition of the fencing, the wood privacy fence. This will reduce the possibility of any loose dogs from becoming attached to facination with the goats. Will keep them "safe"...if that can be. But as safe as i can keep them.
There was an urge to just keep this money. I have no other "safety net" anymore, money wise. But, what IS a safety net? What does a safety net DO? and so it goes.
This morning i got out some of the pieces of cloth that have occured over the 2 1/2 ~3 years with Jude. i pinned them on the wall. Amidst them, the one that is coming on now. Looking.
Then, i went out and fed the goats. I am seeing/feeling/felt sensing how this is all melding into One Thing. Who would've guessed???
