i wanted to say more, show more. but i am depleted in the moment. except to put this here:
this is one of the last "dolls" i made. in a certain way, she was Half Hearted. but when i went up the mountain today to my friend's home, where this doll resides, and saw her there on the wall, in this very quiet beautiful home, i was flooded with .....flooded with a very very quiet joy. Look. another flag. another being with a Flag. just as the being on the Luring of Crows is. with a Flag. to be honest, i'd forgotten. i'd forgotten this doll. i'd forgotten that i had given her to my friend.
How could i have forgotten?
but i do. what is past often times is just Gone to me. is that a fault? or a good sign? i don't know. but i will put more here tomorrow and for now just let it all go into the night.
