and come back throughout the day and look at it and then at the end of the day, see what i think.
this is the uhhh, "stationary" altar. it is on the shelf beneath the Green Tara. where my gaze is focused during meditation. the objects here change. there is this:
a gift from Jude during Cloth to Cloth. since then, it has been the little altar cloth. different things sit on it. things to help me remember from moment to moment what is important to me:
so
i am going to make altar cloths. and i am going to offer them for Sale.
yes, Sale.
they will cost $50.
when one is finished, i will put a photo of it here and repeat this. that it is for Sale. for $50. this is a LEAP for me. but too many things in the last days are supporting it. I need to Care for this herd of Goats in an Impeccable (Don Juan, Carlos Casteneda again) manner. today i need to respond to a request for yet another job as a gardner for someone. nice. but i need to be Here. i really need to be Here.
so here we go. i will come and look at this and read again the words through the day and see if it feels right. at the end of the day i will either leave it and write more details tomorrow when the number of the day equals 5 or i will delete it.
ok.