i have been in a MOOD all day.
even before it did, i Knew it was coming. this is Way before light.....
fumbling around in the dark this morning, i knocked the dictionary off the top of the Books of Knowledge that sit on the shelf. as i was picking up all the stuff that fell on the floor, i picked up this...my favorite bumper sticker which i had been looking for for a long time. the silver lining.
and i referred to her. several times. assuming the Look. it helped. at least i was able to watch Self as i indulged in my mood. was able to get some objectivity. was able to see that for whatever reason, i was uhhh, engaging willingly with the Mood.
i rarely have them anymore. so...i guess it's interesting. some say, Never let the sun set on your anger or something like that. here it would be Never let the sun set on your Mood. but i seem to be. There have been moments of reprieve from it, like when i was catching the babies for the night. it was gone then.
but coming back in to the house, i noticed it is still here. so i got the camera to take a pic of "looking at one's house in the dark in September while having a Mood."
ok. that's it.
