i'm on some kind of roll here today. if i worked a "real" job, i would be taking what is called a Personal Day. i'm staying home. staying home to find the piece i need for this cloth, really, and to get enough wood in which will require digging under and into the woodpile as all the top are wet with snow. which is still sifting down as i write this. Son is coming from Denver. bringing a 2 month old baby girl. who've Hoped!...
so..am beginning with this, thinking i'll add to it as the day goes.
i need HEAT at that far end of the migrational corridor. i want something about that, i have no words for yet. maybe i want the godThing there....the Mystery at one end, the godThing at the other? but warmth, for sure. and in my mind somewhere is a piece of, Of Course, Deb Lacativa's cloth...which always for me holds intense Spirit. so, inbetween bringing in wood and readying for their arrival, i will search for the scrap. in the meantime, this one will hold the energy. it actually might even be The One. right now it seems toooo much. but maybe in the end, too much will be exactly It..??????? lots of questions in the moment.
later:
then i'm thinking, Why be subtle? why not the flaming orb itself?????
