here i am...this cloth of Nothing that i somehow like very much and somehow also want to be an altar cloth. Somehow is a big word here. i think it might repeat a lot. it Somehow is about my sense of the godthing. and i might as well say right away, that all i have is Questions...about the godthing. i have some experience, having lived this long, that is deep Mystery to me....but leads me no closer to an "image" of what i might think is god. and maybe as i go along, i might change that to Spirit. i am more at home with Spirit. my sense of Spirit is very Strong. again, from experience. but then,,,,where/from what does Spirit Come? so these are big thoughts. and somehow (again) , i want to work them with this cloth. maybe it can't happen. but i want to try.
maybe it will be a Cloth of Trying. that would be good enough. Trying is good.
so at about 7 oclock of the oh so vague circle you can see some blue that wasn't there before.
this is a cloth i made when i first began on the MotherShip. i was guessing by looking. it's missing a scrap of cloth right in the center that i took off to use elsewhere. but it's my Clothesline and that's First Bird. it's been pinned to the wall for years. in direct New Mexico sunlight.
you can see that blue above and inbetween those bottom threads. that's colored pencil. and all these years, it has not faded at all. i think that using colored pencil in a cloth is not Kosher. BUT,
i am wanting to use it here. in that Center. in that vague est of vague part. i don't know how to do this. will have to Just Go and see what it is.
