this most recent need to look for the godthing took me back to the Magic Diaries Cloth, to hang it again so i could ReSee some things. in doing that, cloth that had been pinned in that space got moved around the house. cloths that i'd become so accustomed to seeing there, i no longer Saw.
this morning, i DID See. The dark is a piece from Jude some time ago. it is porous and strong weave. it has been so beautiful to me that i could never imagine adding anything to it. it simply is what it is, there on a tea dyed piece of again, silk noile.
i can leave all the Questions for now. Let this be the godthing. As Is. this is good.
and let this be Spirit. Which is really, all i can ever know.
.............LATER............
more snow.
time to give up the wool socks and Crocs. Boots. which need cleaning up, some oil, and....What did i use the laces for??, so, laces too. ok.