who would have guessed.
Paul has been on the roof for the second day. so some distraction of that. but, for some reason that i don't know, there was a little "Lighten~ing"....of the deep confusion about the Neighbor and the Goat thing. There was just a small feeling of stubborn~ness. of Standing Ground. not loudly or uhhh, full of rightousness, but just Standing for Them. Quiet. maybe even Silently. just a hint of this. so far.
and then, late in the day, Marti emailed about a post that had great meaning to her.
it's Beth, yes, YOU, Beth.... still-life-pond.blogspot.com. and i went. and i read. and though it was not "Good News", i was RELEASED. I was RELEASED from feeling ISOLATED.
so if you would, please go there and read. if you have the heart, read it all, all the links. if you don't have the heart, then at least read the post...April 22, 2014, Earth Day. and then the interview with Joanna Macy.
i have written about these before, here, on this blog. and the circle is circling again. i would be very happy to send these on their way in a Community Loan.
and then...i needed to go pick up Grass Hay for the Goats. and i did my FIRST practice run to Bill (Alz. B's son) of what i thought of, after reading and FEELING Beth's Post. i told him about Guy McPherson, U of Arizona Professor Emeritus of Natural Resources and Ecology. Who sees human beings becoming extinct somewhere around 2030, give or take. i practiced on Bill. but i am going to present this information to everyone. anyone. everyone i make verbal contact with. i am going to get it right and just say: i was reading this. ...........................the blurb. and then end it with....What If? What IF it's true?
and i won't care at all, as in be detached, the response of the Listener. i will just SAY IT. and that's what i can do, until i think of something else. Until the Goats arrived, i was ready...like in
READY?
to head out for a dam.
and his response?...well, he said....huh. and asked for the link. and he said..."you know, grace, there are a lot of opinions" and i said Yup. Yup there are. But...What IF?, Bill. and we parted on that note. Remember, he is a Geologist at New Mex Tech. and so it goes.
so all this will be on going. and i want to thank Beth from my deepest Heart, for having Courage.
and here, with this cloth, this Cloth that speaks so totally to all of the above in an Intuitive and un conscious way..this Cloth...it just Goes. as it Wants to. as it has something to say.
