am finding Words tricky lately. Finding sometimes i don't have much patience with Words. They can mean so many things to so many people. Including of course, my Self.
So i took a day off. Other than go visit Alz. B, i did, Not Much of anything at all except feed self, feed Goats, feed dogs and cat. Give Water.
And i did something that i have done, now and then, which is to take my self Out of my self and appear in my life as an Observer. I imagine that i am the Observer. I showed up at the gate, outside it, and came in. The woman who lives here (me) knew ahead of time that she was supposed to just go about her day. Knew she was being observed, but still, to just go about her day as she ordinarily would. The Point, the point is to try to find some objective sense of what's going on here. Because sometimes, she (I) is (am) so engrossed, there is almost some kind of disconnect. and again, words are not so much my Friend right now. so to try to clarify what i might want to mean by ....disconnect...., well. it would take too many words. I don't have the energy or, really, the interest to try.
So, i watched her. How she goes. How she is so focused on the Place. The inhabitants of the Place. She Goes. going going going. What does it all Mean?, all this going?
So am thinking i need more time to Observe. ok.
the Verdolaga is popping up Everywhere. A plant person that is said to be a weed plant, but that has more nutritional value than pretty much anything we might buy in a store. It's other name is Purselane. Google it. Lots there to read and my guess is that pretty much all of us might have this growing all around. It's FOOD. Very Good FOOD.
the Borage has begun to bloom.
