Thunder Man speaks. AGAIN. Equinox and thunder. how interesting. With the continuing RAIN this year, things are continuing to Grow at the same time as Seeding at the same time as Ripening at the same time as Rotting.
I went out and pushed the weeds aside and sat on the Raft. Closed my eyes and listened to Thunder. I sat with maybe Zillions of grasshoppers, all sizes, seemingly mindlessly hopping nowhere and everywhere, just hopping that Snap! hopping...in my face, on my hair, and Thunder rumbled, the temperature shifted, Wind came up. All this. All this in one small Flash of Time.
I feel that i am at some POINT of being able to understand things in a different way....if i can find the way to that. And since it's all so Vague, who knows. But i feel like it's
Available
Last Night...Sun stayed so STRONG to the last when being swallowed by the Rim.
Still Life: Hibachi and bindweed
i want to Can them. But it's humid. hot. and the propane is low. So...maybe freeze instead. I prefer canning for the aesthetics. jars beat freezer bags.
and Joan.
Joan @coppercreekers....gave such a gift....the rendition of Over The Rainbow, Isreal Kanakawiwo'ole on her blog. JOAN...THANK YOU. bIG. it was one of the songs that Elizabeth Louise McIntosh knew till the end and this particular version has been so loved by me....it Pulls me Apart....leaving all manner of spaces in me...THANK YOU, tODAY was the perfect day to listen again. Could not have been more perfect. Perfect.
I understood again today how the body, the physical entity that we are housed in, the biological entity,....holds some kind of imprint of Necessity. The example here, being on Alert, ready for 911 call from the Old Folks Home, and really, from the medical alert even in the years before. How my Body, Nervous System, had kept Ready. How i checked the number of bars on the cell phone daily to be sure to receive. How i was on alert in case i was needed.
That's Over today. But i realized that there is a residual cellular energy still present and that it will take a while to lessen. Similar to when it was finally over with the Maniac i was married to....that took years, really. This, less. Because i recognize it.
