all day at Work Away, i thought about the words: Giving mySelf Permission. It never went any further. As in maybe, Permission for/to _________. Fill in the blank. I just stayed with those three words. And they somehow have to do with that thing about Seamless. And seamless not meaning that there are no seams, but rather that the seams are connecters, but not dividers. Good enough for now. So when i finally made it home i saw that the temperature is going to DROP tonight and there will be some rain and then, most likely Snow during the night. So although i wanted to give myself permission to do nothing much at all, i instead backed up the truck and unloaded that Grass Hay to keep it dry. Necessary. This permission does not give room for not doing things that are Necessary. That done, and Goats fed, i thought about what i should do with the remaining hours of Light..., 3, and Did give myself permission to just look at this Cloth for a while as the late day SUN illuminated it
and i thought about whether or not i could give myself permission to make Cloths that had images that are not discernable as specific Things, but just Forms.
i looked at the wood box. Half full and if there really IS snow, eeeee so Splitting and Bringing in. As i was carrying the last of it in i looked UP and
to the North
North East
East
the West. So totally "normal"
and only MOMENTS later, the North. you can see. my hand was shaking. I have NEVER seen anything like this in my 25 some years here or my 69 years Here.
Such Incredible Beauty.
