SUN ~ SUN ~ SUN~ beauty FULL, warm, loving, energizing, SUN. Just this much will hold me now for a while. I walked through this day and imagined that Flower Spirit to be Up There, Far and Above, to be there and i imagined it as best i know how so when the Sky is grey, i might still See it there and let it Carry me by it's Energy
Everything invisibly basted...just enough to hold place. Now i will look for a day or so before i just go. But it was really uhhh, a release, to stitch all morning, letting my mind fall upon this Cloth, become the same as this Cloth. Nothing Else. Just this. and through the windows, all around, that SUN. yes.
and the Room, the first time in some days was Bright and Warm and Expansive a View
AND I FORGOT.
Very soon, i'm not sure how soon, i need to find out, Tenzen will need to stand still enough for the Vet to draw blood. For the tests that Jan the Dog Trainer wants done before she "uses" him with her does. So i went into their yard today, him and Nogal, a pocket full of peanuts (in the shell) and fed them one by one and they very easily come close and push to be sure to get their fair share. I saw that i could easily? drop a teather rope around his head. So i want to do this as much and as long as i can before the Vet arrives. They are instantly alert to Strangers and distrustful. So, today. I did what i can do to make it as ok for him as i can. We'll see.
