storming off and on today. At one point just after noon, it was 90 degrees. Right now, at almost 6pm it's 72. Storms. Beauty Full storms.
so amidst these fast moving storms and intermittent BEAUTY FULL SUN TIMES, i just looked. I thought about how not all that long ago i frequently referred to "The Unforseen"....as in , baring the Unforseen.....
and i thought about how i no longer have that sensibility. How the unforseen is more common really than the forseen and the known.
When i came to the computer this morning, it worked like usual for about 2 minutes and then suddenly went OFF. As did the lamp. So i checked it all out as best i could and well, there's NO electricity in this end of the house. And i just thought, well, OK, it's happened again. I'll need to find an electrician. WIND has continued this year to be more than an Entity of early spring, has continued to be frequent and fierce. The walls of this old tin house rattle and shake. Takes it's toll on wiring. So...loose again. OK. Just get it fixed. ok. Went out to the albatross and brought in the big extension which hooks the phone and the computer to the kitchen outlets. OK. good enough.
and was able to FEED Tay. No food, no water last night. She wondered. But this morning i could feed her and give her the pills in canned dog food blobs which she didn't mind at all. As the day went on, i watched her being able to do things she hasn't been able to do since last Sunday. She was able to bug Chinche some. Not a lot, but some.
Chinche has enjoyed her reprieve but is good natured about the return of our old Tay.
Around noon, Tay was able to carry her antler around. Then early evening, she was able to Bark. It's hard to tell. The Rimadyl is both an anti inflamatory and also a pain medication. So it could be that she is a little better, OR that she can't feel it so much????....why i don't think much about pain medications.....
So, once again, stuff is Ok enough in this moment. I try to use it to understand my responses to things, to Learn.
I stitched more moon rings and
looked at these Rocks. That i like a Lot. From what feels to be, Long Ago
