What might this day be like, if i were free of current obligations?????
Try it. What might i feel like doing with this totally Available day??????
A mouse was on the counter again last night, enjoying my saltine crackers through the wrapper. Where to PUT them?, so cleaning out the middle cupboard shelf. Washing dishes i NEVER use, and stacking them, two casserole dishes with lids, too, nice, but i Never use them and took them over to the across the road neighbor Margie to keep or give away. Bread and crackers can go on that shelf. Then suddenly, i was cleaning,...vacuuming. All kinds of things, the shelves, the books on the shelves, the inside window frames, corners, behinds and unders. The big pillows on the futon couch, Tay's crate.
All the while going back and forth to the BeautyFull skirt almost cutting it multiple times but always Not and then rifling through some baskets....
WHAT IF????????????????????
Then, thinking about the post on Spirit Cloth, Jude being advised to protect her Art.....
from one of the Workshops...maybe Cloth to Cloth...i went crazy in love with this little weave she did and she sent it to me.
it became and remains my Altar Cloth...moved here just for this pic.
It is so so simple, but though i have similar scraps and tho i have some even scraps From her, i CANNOT, REALLY CANNOT RECREATE THIS. I tried. to see exactly What IT is that makes it so Alive....and what i came to understand makes it so Alive is
her hand.
so i am looking for something, i don't even remember what, but it doesn't matter because this is Leisure
and i find this. From just before i left Michigan. The lizard said "Go".
fooled with the pic because there was Leisure
from the baskets, these three
a gift from some time back that i haven't seen for so long so it felt like a gift Again
tweeked so you can see the SunBurst
and out of no where i began to feel my Mind and my Brain holding hands and Imagining Something that i had never "seen"....maybe not a pouch thing at all because then everything would fall to the bottom, but what about like a folder...these three attached to one another but separate????? WHAT??????
so thought to find some things that would go In this knapsack or whatever it is and try to imagine them In Side
What If i don't NEED all that Space????
?????????????????
and because it was a Leisure Day, i let it all GO and just layed back on the futon couch and watched the Altar, being amazed by having such totally spontaneously NEW and FROM NOWHERE thoughts that very clearly Want to Become but i have no clue HOW yet????, but it FEELS good. There is a Feeling to it, in my "head"....the Mind/Brain, holding hands.
