Part of it is because so many disparate things are presenting...a very long long time friend in distress, the needs of others, simply to "tell"....phone, the upcoming final appearance of people at the Old Cowboy's. The need to help with the meeting of the executor and the lawyer. The need to be organized for that, with all OCB's papers. The need to take "Him" there, his ashes in that box and pouch on Tuesday....the sense of finality to that....to LeaveTaking
The Granddaughter, Alyssia, coming on Wednesday....how she is now more like a Woman, More like a Sister....as in how just before i began this. she sent pics
The kids have been bringing snails home from their school vegetable garden. Their home has accomodated them with creating a home within the home for the snails. Her and her own favorite, Mr. Gonzales.
like i said. More like a Sister. And then there's her brother, my grandson with the newborn. Both of which she is prepared to take back to California with her.
What Else?, there's more, but this is Enough. So Much, SO much, Life.
This morning. What IS this? Something is digging underground, pushing up this very soft and fine sand into a mound?????? I have no idea.
This rock has moved itself here. I did Not put it here.
Separating
from yesterday...a favorite, very soft jacket shirt that WAS a kind of olive green which i didn't really love, but oh well and i wore it cleaning on monday and somehow got Soft Scrub on it and it bleached the color out in big splotches so i put it in a bucket of bleach but it turned PINK????? So into the Walnut vat
still too Pink! Why Pink?????
Brought the vat in and heated on stove...let sit. Better. This is still wet, but i think it might be ok. I think i will be able to wear it, wear the color.
Deb Lacativa's cloth
its "flaw", which is a great Beauty
finally, this way.. it is making me Crazy with wanting to Make...if i could do this....some kind of Ritual Cloth???????
and still...the Pockets...this Dark one?
a very Light one?
a very Soft one?
