it is hard. Every day there are new and totally different plant people rising and thriving. Some with flowers, some with seed heads, every day...a new one, not seen before. The frustration at not being able to get the pics on here is enormous. I feel it in my body...
in the past, i could post maybe 6 or 7 pics a day. could document this Amazement but now...just posting a single pic takes 2 people and 2 days work.
I can tell you that amazingly, the little oranges are appearing everywhere, that the incredibly TALL purples are rising on a single stem from what looked to be iris. the new and close to the earth grass being, the tall and fierce grasses. The tiny, like really tiny yellows. All the many forms of what are kin i think to sweet peas. Every where. Every where, things arise and go to the SUN.
I can say how there was a disruption in the soil at the close end of the experimental planting bed, that at first looked to be maybe a gopher?, but then there were minions of ants for a day but then only for a day and now today a hollowed out doorway for some being. If i could, i would show that here. Document it. I can't. I feel this as a tangle in the center of me. And i think about this. This physical feeling of a tangle in the center of me. How do i work with this? I can't and won't be able to "go back to how it was". It's not possible. So how do i go from how it IS now?
