if i could.
if i could snap my fingers and become 30 or even 40 again...if i had made different choices, if i had in my wildest imagination imagined this day today,
which i could not have
but if i could have, this would be me. I would travel and simply STAND at the places where inhumanity occurs, i would stand, silent, focused and Raise UP the fiercest of all Metta i could, i would hold the fiercest of Tonglen inside me until i trembled. and beyond.