how does one Stand? When hatred is not an option. When violence is not an option. Then....how does someOne stand?
Here, she stands with. Stands with the Spirit of Earth...maybe called Mother... Mother Earth, or, maybe one of the Mother's devas? I always have hesitation with the concept of Earth as Mother. Earth is so much more than Mother. So...here, maybe one of Earth's spirits....i think there are many. But we all find images and word images to help us Hold Space. All are true.
the whole of the commercial cloth...the more i looked, the more All of it was needed for this.
i finally got the hole deep enough and planted the hydrangea. The Fig, also from mother's day, continued to develop yellowed leaves, that dried and dropped. Not for lack of water. Alyssia has difficulty making decisions. She is "easier" with things having multiple possibilities. But Alyssia is not here and the fig tree needs something. I could have repotted it??? But instead dug and planted it on the ridge behind the Wall Garden, just behind the 2 SunFlowers that have such Will to grow. I don't know if it's where she might have envisioned it, but it's where it Is. Gave Water.
and for The Children, yet another day. Another day of Emptiness.
