She says it's her last go round. Jude Hill. Spirit Cloth.
i tried to remember when i found her. It was from a link in an article in Cloth Paper Scissors Magazine, which i read online late one night....the words Spirit Cloth . I remember typing it in. The blog opening before my eyes. I remember how it FELT to see what i was seeing. The total disbelief that it could be true. But it was.
Yesterday, i couldn't remember when that was. I'm like that. Life is a big picture. All my old papers and notes are over in the storage unit. I still have no access to the old Picasa. What to do?
Ask Marti.
Marti has never failed. She remembers Every Thing. and Lo and Behold, she emailed me the link to the first post of 6/9/2010 in the.....Archives! on the Windthread Sidebar.
Where i wrote: "it seems so long ago. This is what i was compelled to do after finding Spirit Cloth/Jude Hill last November. This next week the workshop begins. I will never be the same again".
i will never be the same again. I knew it. Felt it. and it has proven true.
and i looked at this Cloth, the first, really, and i hardly remembered. Looking at it today, i think it's probably the BEST Cloth i have ever made. I said that to Marti and how i didn't know what had become of it. And she said...you gave it to Alyssia. It's on the blog.
When Alyssia and Emrie arrived this morning after dropping Julian at school, i showed her the pic and said.....do you remember this Cloth? She smiled and said, "Yes. It's on my wall."
A lot has happened since April, 2010. A Lot. And maybe it really IS Jude's last online Teaching. What i know is that i want to take a Deep Breath. Slow Down. Begin Again.
