i have color. no one should worry that i don't have enough. I have enough for the Real. I wanted more for the anger of the other evening, but only to feed the anger. i have enough for all things worthy of feeding.
Solstice. the POINT in a year unlike any other year i have known. Tonight will pass and tomorrow this EARTH, this HOME, this giver of Life to all Life i know will once again turn us toward the light. So that we can live. The word Steadfast appeared.
i think. Steadfast. what all that might mean. I want to be Steadfast in my allegiance to this Earth. I thought that i would wake to write the word across my pulse, every morning. To help me remember that that is the center of my days. To be steadfast in my love, in my intention to Learn, in my effort to express. no matter. no matter what all churns in the world around me. To hold that allegiance above all else....above fear above anger above ignorance. Blessed be this Night.