She,  John Lewis,  has completely recovered her assault.    Recovered and gone beyond.   I put purple and blue for her/Him today as his family had asked.

Why?   is this so personal for me?,  his loss?   There is always danger.   But i  trusted him.   I believed that if there was Imminent danger hovering,   he would sound the alarm,  he would lead us in the good direction,  both to escape but also to Stand.  I am so so at a loss with his Leaving.   There is no one.   No one to take his Place.