all over the planet, this Earth, there are Gatherings. Jude took us today to a Place of Gathering...far across this continent.
like i haven't stitched, i also have not come here.
i just haven't.
this morning i did. approaching from a distance, stopping, standing and saying aloud....I am here.
it's like having been in some kind of self created, self imposed....container. maybe because it was like so much was being drained, continuing daily, like a slow bleed and then some kind of anemia setting in...anemia of Hope and i had nothing left to offer of anything real
i don't know...but i do know that today i went there....first thing. just standing. I am here. and maybe i reserved just enough to say...i am Ready. Ok. i'm ready.
i don't expect miracles but there is room to breathe now, room to begin again. try again. and that's all we can ever really hope for...Trying. Our Best. i still have some Best left.
