These. They will take me into the New Year.
I have stayed with that word....Prevaricating: speak or act in an evasive way. Avoid telling the truth or saying exactly what you think. Synonym: Equivocate. Indecisive evasive Use ambiguous language so as to conceal the truth or avoid committing oneself Avoid direct answer or making firm decision
me, Evasive. avoid saying exactly what i think, avoid committing, avoid direct answer or making firm decision...TO MYSELF first and foremost. And then from there , where ever it goes from there.. Where do you stand, grace?
so i stand with this Carnelian stone that rests in a bowl of stone from Lake Superior, the Upper Peninsula of Michigan, my birth state. I ask this stone for direction, for strength and courage and joyousness.
This Being. who lives the human experiment in every single moment of every single day. Who says things like....I HAVE AN IDEA! and that idea can be big or small, but is felt to be NEW , an Experiment....because she wants to KNOW. The deep awareness that i am being given here an opportunity of a LifeTime, so literally, to being able to melt into a Becoming, be part of that, be loved in that in such a specific elegant way and to give back that same specific and elegant love
and then
the Cloths. They will take me. They are where i have been going.
