maybe if i try to DRAW what's going on? i might be surprised.
am also still very much here. Continues to be on cloth Wall. I look at it much of any day....sometimes closely, a lot of the time just a kind of gazing. I want to keep these scraps together just like this but i also for some reason don't want to stitch them down. or...maybe don't want to stitch them onto a base cloth? which would then separate them from the rest of the Installation? and i need it all just like this until ~something happens~ maybe i do the drawing. Which would go here with them.
Maybe i like all this because it's avoidance.
it was a glorious day. there were MANY MANY Bees Tonight i'll close the window above the bed and behind me here at this Everything Table. Will still leave just the screen door....it was 52 degrees last night. It's always hard this time of year, the closing up.., separating inside from outside. having to wear clothes.
