in Jude's Appearing and Disappearing place the other day, she put the thought of excuses. and i have held that ever since. So in these days before the new year, i am thinking. and i'll just cut to the chase.
it's been a long time since i could post pics of Cloths over in that little Side Bar Shop which worked great for a long time. I guess it's been since i began taking pics with the phone which means since i got such a phone which means since i came here. Which is 4 years ago. Before that, i almost always could make a Cloth that some one wanted and thereby have some little money aside from the $774 social security. I could buy a book, i could buy seeds. I could __________. it was good. so. ...i guess i could somehow figure out how to upload pics into that Shop. even tho right now, i don't know how. But then too, i think, many people who come here to Windthread already have something i've made. they don't need another. and it goes on. All the reasons i
can't.
but where that's gotten to is that i also don't need more and more Cloths. i can't just keep making and keeping. But.....i LOVE making them. I have really been thinking. getting to the I Don't Know How and then to the it Probably Wouldn't Work anyway, but
just standing there. i am just staying standing there.
LaceLady sent me a totally great card. as a gift...still in it's sleeve. She does this now and then. I love this. A lot. This artist has an Etsy Shop. I looked there. Beauty Full. and then i thought...but i don't want to get caught up in making a Lot of Anything....any kind of "product". I want to make Cloths when they "come", i want to draw stuff when the drawings "come".
and maybe too....i want to see what they would look like as Cards. So I don't know how. I don't know if it would work.
but there's a copy shop in town. Maybe i can just go talk to them. Ask questions. Get actual answers. This IS the 77 Year. Above are 14 Invocation Cloths. Each could be a Card. ? 7 plus 7 = 14. good number energy. Maybe? Maybe i'll try
or
maybe i just don't know how and anyway, maybe it wouldn't "work".
