so just this. day began at first light and was more of same, just worse. i sat here tonight thinking of how i could write about it and really, there's no way it can make any sense. and so no way that is of any use. If we were a Goat Group, the yes. Otherwise, unless very famiiar with Goats and what is anywhere near normal with them, it all just comes across as Drama. If i was not experiencing it, i would find it impossible to believe according to all i know from 15 years of living with Goats. So will just let it go for now. Everybody will be here tomorrow and we will go forward with what we decide. I might want to take a Break. i've learned some things that i couldn't have learned any other way and maybe they might be worth putting here. Maybe not.
