so i tried something i've never tried before....Maybe? and i also filled out yet another Help Ticket with Typepad. We'ss see when i push publish.
Internet not good in general. Takes forever to just get here. keeps saying This site can't be reached or No Data Connection. Maybe snow.
and then, the reality of where i'm at.
i am just Drifting. I didn't go down for the Burning today. Didn't have it in me. it was cold and drizzly. I spent time with this Spiral...that Center One that has such meaning. you've all seen it many times before...nothing new....but i find i can keep looking and looking and looking. Sitting with it. Like i can with the whole thing here. Other people, jude, saskia, dee, liz are just going with so many things. I am not. I am just HERE, with these spirals, with this thing of Staying Open which i don't know how to do. With Rain and cold. Just Here. and it bothers me. Nothing for blog Content in me. I could make something up, but it would be dishonest. What to do?
so...let's see if the pic has stayed.
