there will be more.
i wanted to keep going but stopped. After what's next appears, there is the urge to continue. But that is with the Conscious mind and acts to silence the unconscious flow of "knowing". I loved so much how there is the presence of Tay with Minnow. Just the vaguest suggestion but i instantly understood it as Tay's presence. and the words from Lizard....
How it WAS does not apply
this is Key to what all is going on here in this time of Fertile Void. And what the drawing of these things brings....the understanding of how much i loved those words, that construct, Fertile Void that Wendy gave me at our Gathering at the Well, but was unaware of how to Experience that....so, the lostness of the last days, the wanting of something, anything to break the sense of lostness. Being unable to until this drawing that shows a beginning of a way forward the words How it WAS does not apply....letting me trust in the not knowing, let it unfold
and why Lizard? maybe because of how much i love them, their tenuousness in all moments, all singular moments being All They Have and how they play into those singular moments with such abandon...i trust them, i trust anything that "comes through" as message from them ?
it was a great day. beginning this way then on into part one of making Tortilla Soup and hanging the still wet laundry on the clothes line, the pants on Sunny Ray's fence. The heat broke. instead of 90 it was 70. I've decided to just use the word
pray
so i can say, i prayed for and to All of Us on this planet, in our unknowing confusion and war making to just
stop
