yesterday it was the Button Bush. Today, it's here.....a pic from Julian's school's Honors Day
Having turned a corner. the verdict. 34 times. Guilty. I have been deep into watching all of it as it played out day to day. I didn't necessarily want to be....but i was. and today, i awoke and first thoughts were of some uhhhhh, release? there is an answer. Guilty. But then..............Now, we go. it's aftermath and on, into November. and i will be caught in the same intense degree of Witnessing. But i'd like to do that in a different way.....and i am thinking.
I constantly say..........love..........i love because i do. I love so much. Not just like, care, but Love.....with my whole self, Love things. I love Trees, rocks, insects, plants, cloth, pencil, color, wind, Sun, night, a dog, a cat, Goats, music, humanity , lizards, birds, words , earth, Earth i love Humanity. This Planet. Whatever All That Is. Prayer.....i've never known what prayer is, if it "works" or not But what about, what about just Going as if it might. as if it might "work"? toward Love?
Metta. seems so simple. too simple. but also, undeniably true.........May we be safe. May we be healthy, Happy. May we live with Ease
as it goes into the "future", these next months, People in this country of the United States of America will choose. The 3 human beings in the pic here will live on with that Choice. Ages 35, 14, 6 years. For them, the most immediate that i Love, I will Pray. my prayer is Metta. for them, for every single sentient being , and all we do not yet understand to be sentient. All ALL human beings living in these united states of any and every persuasion. Every Thing. Metta. I pray.