by the turn of events
i read and read and read....look, look, look. this is a once in a lifetime thing that's happening. i want to know it in all its variations. i want to understand what's happening. and the day goes so quickly.... i thought i had a lot of time and suddenly noticed that it was an hour till evening feed.....eeeee, noticed how i'd gotten lost in it all and i guess, wanting to claim at least a little of my own mind, i got the pencil and the drawing book
for an hour then, this. at first fast moving lines but then the pencil lingered and i grounded self here on this page. Have no idea what i was drawing, but the pencil knew. I'll wake up to it tomorrow.