it's been a long time since he's done this. almost the whole fence line double fenced because of it but it's been a couple years. He must have forgotten. again. and it's not a good time for that, standing and waiting for Help, was 100 today. and i couldn't find the cutters, it's steel cattle panel.
Garden came as such a surprise...., a gentle word...., more, a shock. There is such a strong urge to explain to self, then journal here, what happened..... Try at least. But there's really only being Present now to what is
looking at this repeatedly. how totally engaging, its oneness with all around it ..... i want words that can express what this is to me don't have them yet
and how i see it completely differently than i would have "before" , before being before this last year.